Food | Musings

The weight struggle

June 16, 2010

My aunt:  You sure look good!  You did a great job at losing the weight after you had kids.  How do you do it?

Me:  Lots and lots of salads.

My aunt: Oh.

There is no magic metabolism pill once you reach a certain age.  It is work.  It sucks that you can’t eat like you did when you were younger, but it is what it is.

My diet:

Breakfast: Coffee with a sugared creamer (I can’t do non-fat with aspartame…can’t stand the taste of it) and occassionally I will have yogurt with granola.

Lunch: Salad

Snack: Dark Chocolate – the only thing worth the calories

Dinner:  Semi-healthy, cooked as close to the source as possible food.

Generally, I don’t snack in between meals or after dinner.  My biggest crave is red wine and good cheese, and that is the only thing that makes it into the late night snacking.  I also need to watch my portion sizes related to dinner.  I love to cook GOOD food using wild caught fish, Angus beef from my friend’s farm, organic veggies, and fresh herbs.  And a little bit of cream…and a little bit of cheese.  Lots of garlic and olive oil.  So…I try to be healthy in cooking, but I have my weak spots. 😉

Last week’s CSA haul

It’s a struggle, but I don’t want to gain anymore weight.  The older you get, the harder it becomes.  After seeing a picture of myself last October where I was a good 10 lbs heavier, I remember how bad my body image was.  I also remember how good it felt to pull up those size 4 jeans I hadn’t worn in over 2 years.

Now I just need to firm up a bit.  I really, really need to get back into exercising.  Unfortunately, right now my back is killing me.  Back to the chiropractor. 🙁